Fuck Me, I Can See
Today is the first day in fucking weeks both eyes actually work properly. No pain at all, both contact lenses in, fuck it's nice to be actually able to see the world again. It's also the first day my brain's started to work properly in a while too. 'Cos frankly, it's fucking hard to maintain any normal kind of perspective on life when y're in constant fucking pain. I can't thank the people at Moorfields enough for the care I've recieved there, not just for the treatment and operations, but for actually giving a shit about their patients, really taking the time to explain what's going on, but mainly for reassuring and looking after me, with no bullshit or false hope, during a deeply fucking frightening few weeks. Thank you so much.
So, now I'm not half blind, bleeding and crying, and can think straight again, perhaps I can have a life again? It would be nice.